Learning Lessons
As I headed up the stairs to the classroom, I wondered what we were going to
teach them. I wondered what I was going to say. I wondered how I would react
when they refused to listen or follow instructions. I struggle on a normal day
to handle it when kids don't listen, but today? When my nerves were gone. What
was God thinking??? Why was there no one else willing to take care of the
situation???
I'll admit, my friend tried and did a good job reading the lesson that was next
in the book, but we were not getting anywhere. The kids just wanted to do their
own thing, and I had my fill of it (this was seriously about three minutes into
the experience). I silently asked The Lord what we should do and suddenly I had
an idea.
I handed each child a blank piece of paper and told them to draw the sun. It
took a minute, but slowly they all started drawing in their own style. Then I
had them draw a tree...then birds and clouds. Next, they added their favorite
animal, mountains and then finally they drew themselves into their picture.
"How did you know how to draw a tree", I asked.
It took a little bit for someone to answer, but finally one of the kids said,
"I looked out the window and saw one."
"How did you know where to put the sun?"
"Because I see it in the sky!"
I continued to ask them questions about their pictures and then I said, I want
you to listen to this:
"In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was
empty and without form."
I could tell they were not quite getting it, so I said: "The earth was
empty. There was absolutely nothing here to look at, nothing to see. So how did
God know how to create a tree? Or a mountain? Or the sun?" They didn't
have an answer at first, but they were thinking. Finally, someone asked,
"because He is God?"
Click! "Yes", I said, "because He is God and He knows how to do
things that we can't do. That is one of the many reasons we need Him."
They were listening.
"So, tell me", I continued, "What do you think is God's greatest
creation?"
They were thinking.
"Us", said a timid voice.
I smiled. "Yes, each one of you! Just like God knew exactly how to make
the mountains and the trees, the sun and the clouds, He knew exactly how to
make you. God sat down and thought about each of you, and He knew exactly how
to make each of you special, and He did."
The kids, a bit calmer at this point, were paying attention.
"So, if God knew exactly how to make us, and do all
the other things we
can't do, what should we do when we don’t understand something?"
“Talk to God”, most of them said with confidence.
Message delivered. Message received.
We finished the Sunday School class by releasing energy (some
for them, nearly all for me) with a rousing round of Father Abraham, a friendly
competition of “Praise Ye The Lord, Hallelujah”, and a prayer.
As I thought about it later, I realized that God accomplished
a lot in those 45 minutes. He answered my prayer when I asked what we should
teach the kids. He gave me the words and ideas I needed to get the kids to hear
His message. He met my need when I said
I needed to be taught not teach, because the lesson He gave me wasn’t just for
the kids.
The truth is, I felt rather guilty telling those kids that
God knew exactly how to make them because I often question why He made me the
way He did. I question my struggles. I question my shortcomings. I question why
I can’t be “normal” like everyone else. I question why everyone else seems to
have life figured out while I just seem to live in a mess of confusion. Still,
there I was, telling those kids exactly what God wanted me to know … and it was
equal parts amazing and humbling.
You know, sometymes God needs to take drastic measures to
get our attention. He lets us go through nerve-racking situations so we can see
Him at our wits end. He asks us to do things we don’t want to do because He
knows the lessons we need to learn… and relearn.
As for me, well, I learned again today that when I do the
things God lays on my heart, and I do them for Him, He always works things out …
better than I ever imagined.
The takeaway?
God cares about you … and He will show you if you’re willing
to let Him!

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